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If only there were something I could do to stop these tears. I can't find any reason for their drop now. Emptiness and scare are all my feelings . One of my friends lost her buddy forever... I even dare not click to see the photo of that unlucky girl. My tears pour out and my heart is crushed strongly and tenderly. He also drove me to really bad mood with such a bucket of silliest things ever. Long time no chat. Long time no see. A rear talk could stop in that stupid way? My head is just spinning around with only 1 feeling: so so so scared... Could a life be that short? Could one person change in that way? Could a love affair be only a period of a disease?

Text message for you in tears... It's 32 days from the moment you officially become my beloved. More than 1 month I live in happiness and hope. But what if one day all these things also go on that track? I trust you but sometimes I'm afraid my love for you is not enough to hold you to me...

But I'm also too selfish to lose you. I love myself be loved and cared. More than that, I love you, too. It's once in a time I find some distance between us... I feel a vindictive hatred for our difference. That time, you're also the one drawing my heart back to the comfortable and safe feeling. My heart's inclined to trust in you... Dear, please once again wipe out my scare and tears... I need you more than ever...