trust

I do think about him. I know.
I do SOMETIMES miss him. I know.
I love him? I don't know.
Be a couple? I don't want. I know.

I don't want anything to go any further. I need time for my own business. Another reason, more persuadable one, is that I'm afraid of something's change. One is enough. I don't want to be heartbroken again. I don't want to be hurt any more.

He was such a nice one.
He was such a handsome one.
He was such a cute one.
He did love me.

"Do you know when I'll stop loving you?"
"I don't know. Uhm, when you die, maybe..haha"
"Not that. The cue is ONE. Just guess."
" Hey hey, ONE day?"
"How can?no way".
"ONE life?"
"It seems to be true. But not what I think".
"I can't guess it out. What's that?
"I LOVE YOU TILL ONCE YOU STOP LOVING ME. BELIEVE ME".
...
just a broken promise.

How can I believe anyone again? I can like some guy, but only with a more-than-friendship feeling.
He's not an exception.
If you can make me trust you, we'll love!